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cornered eyes
sweet goodbyes
hour after hour
sweetness turned to sour

tirelessly kept on waiting
yesterday's never fading
whatever seemed to go
i'd always be alone

soon i'm gonna die
but i'll always be alive
in your heart, in your mind
i'm never gonna leave you behind

frozen in the stillness of time
i know i can never make you mine.
those precious times with you everyday
satisfied with your look from far away

keeping glances on the floor
hoping you'll walk soon through my door
i can never tolerate
this being so damn desperate

but i know i'm contented
i'll just believe i am
brainwashed in my head
until the time i'm dead

forever with you is not gonna come
false truth and lies that hid the sun
whatever it takes to let me stay
and keep me waiting day by day

bitterness and pain converted into hate
you never proved me anything and you were always late
i'm sorry i can't do this..and i have to go
even if my heart keeps beating and loving you so...

(xxx)