that simple

you cannot hold onto anything that needs to go...

you just got to love it while you have it,

and that's it.

(xxx)

enough said.

JUST A WAY TO LET EVERYONE KNOW YOUR DARK TRAITS [from miggy]

1. NAME: K****** R*** P****

2. DO YOU THINK YOU'RE NORMAL: yeah.

3. DO PEOPLE FIND YOU STRANGE: my mom does sometimes...and those people at the mall who keep on staring as i walk. ^_^v

4. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GOD: without a doubt, of course!

5. DO YOU SING A LOT: yeah...not in public though...only when im home, alone, or when i play my guitar. :D

6. DO YOU BACKSTAB: i talk about people sometimes...but i don't think that's backstabbing.

7. ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND: sure yes.

8. ARE YOU IN LOVE: no.

9. ARE YOU YOUNG: i sure hope i still am. ahahha. im a post-teen now. lol.

10.EVER BEEN A LEADER OF SOMETHING: yeah.

11.EVER KILLED A LIVING CREATURE?: insects. lol.

12.LAST ODD THING DONE: cleaned up a raw fish! gaaaaaaaaaah!!

13.DO YOU WEAR MAKE-UP: sure do.

14.DO YOU REBEL: a bit i guess. lol.

15.EVER STARTED A FIRE: yeah.

16.DO YOU THINK YOU'RE EVIL: no. i hope not.

17.DO YOU LIKE LYING: naaah. there's this eerie feeling whenever im forced to do that.

18.DO YOU REGRET: yeah of course. but realizations come rightafter. hence, resolutions. ^_^v

19.DO YOU HAVE A BESTFRIEND: yeah. a lot!

20.DO PEOPLE HATE YOU: i hope not.

21.DO YOU HATE PEOPLE: no. dont like holding grudges.im at peace with everybody. i hope. ^_^v

22.CAN YOU KILL SOMEBODY: i hope i wouldn't reach this point.

23.DO YOU CUT YOURSELF: NO

24.EVER TASTED BLOOD: yeah.

25.DO YOU CARE WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF YOU: a bit. yes.

26. EVER DONE ANYTHING OCCULT: not exactly

27.ARE YOU GOTHIC: no. but i love black though. ahahha

28.DO YOU SMOKE: NO

29.CONSUME DRUGS: medicine? << yeah.

30.WHAT DO YOU WEAR: i wear jacket and long sleeves most of the time.

31.YOUR SKIN COLOR: tan.

32.DO YOU LIKE THE SUN: i like it coz its bright and yellow but not the heat it brings. lol.

33.HAVE YOU LOST SOMEONE YOU LOVE: oh yes.

34.HOW DOES GRIEF FEEL: devastating. [o ha!]

35.YOUR ROLE MODEL: none in particular.

36.YOUR HEART DESIRES TO BE WITH WHOM: someone who can take good care of me.

37.YOU'RE LISTENING TO: Echo - Incubus

38.DO HATE YOURSELF: i <3 me!!!

39.DID THIS QUIZ MAKE SENSE: yeah.

40.PARTING WORDS: cheers! ^_^v

(xxx)
enough said.

Welcome to me! ^_^v

im new here!
love me people!
ahahaha
^_^v

burnout O_o

today. i cancelled my myspace account.
i have that since october 2003.

it has the same birthday with my friendster
but today i decided to finally let go of it.

it has broken many hearts.
i found 3 of the greatest guys i've met from that website.
and it was so devastating.

i dont want to recall things anymore.
i just feel so burnout.

Gaaah!
it's all part of growing up.

R.I.P.

(xxx)
enough said.

something ideal 2

I want someone who:

can LEAVE me
can LIVE WITHOUT me
can BE STRONG ENOUGH WITHOUT me

but CHOOSES NOT to

(xxx)
enough said.

hear ye

sweet secrets filling
lonely nights adrifting
hear ye, hear ye.
hear thy heart's call
could you be my first
and final fall?

(xxx)
enough said.

Q_Q quotable quote

 

 

It's the silence that tells it all.
Sometimes, its not about the yelling and the tears.

All it takes is for two people to sit beside each other and feel that something is wrong...
That was there before isn't there anymore...
That they're miserable when they're apart,
But they're worse when they're together.

And that there are only two options left...

Either they sit still and ignore the pain,

OR

One of them gathers enough courage to stand up and walk away.

 

--Quotable quote.
from Janna.

 

 

 

(xxx)
enough said.

wala naman series [function of art]

***During an Art Appreciation Class***

Prof: Class, could give me one function of ART.

Kat: uhhh..sir, hmmm...art PROCREATES!

Prof: Procreates?...please tell us, how does art function to procreate?

Kat: Sir, isn't it that people say love-making is a form of "art"? so through that we fulfill one of our major responsibilities here on earth, that is, to procreate.

Prof: uhhh..nice...but miss perez, could you please further expound your answer without the "SEX" part?

[ what the?!? i sounded like a pervert. ampf!]

(xxx)
enough said.

something ideal

he is such an angel
heeding thy lover's call.
following every heartbeat,
he is my sweetest fall.

i ♥ you

(xxx)
enough said.

goodnight

behold,
let me slumber into the night.
for i seek rest.
lay lo thy curtains
take away thy fatigued soul
in dreamland i'll be
till tomorrow enfolds.

(xxx)
enough said.

Survey Mode [bored]

***Because i'm bored..and i'm not in the mood to write a blog entry..i'll just then resort to answering surveys for the meantime.

1] Who has your heart?
= nobody has it except the One who loves me most.

2] How did you wake up this morning?
= i was waken up by a text message from *someone* telling me that he was never my priority. [duh?!] and we FINALLY broke up.

3 ] Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
= the sunset is more romantic...coz you could do star gazing afterwards.

4 ] Are you wearing any non clothing items

= earrings.

5] What did you do last night?
= i had our thesis revised, did the summary of corrections, updated my friendster, talked to *someone*, texted with my kakambal, cried, then finally slept.

6 ] Who was the last person you hugged?
= the last person i hugged was puto!

7] Would you hug that person, again?
= why not..he'll be leaving soon for Davao..so maybe yeah.

8] Did you brush your teeth this morning?
= who doesn't?? LOL.

9] Have you ever been on the radio?
= hmmm..never.

10] What did you drink today?
= hot choco from McDonalds and water

11] Do you like honey?
= that's how *someone* used to call me...but then yes.

12] What's the last thing you broke?
= i broke..uhhh...i can't remember..lol.

13] Do you know the date?
= today is october 20.

14 ] Did you sing at all today?
= yeah...i was doing some soundtripping the entire morning till mid-afternoon since im home alone. lol. so no one could ever comment on my singing. ahhahahha ^_^v

Part II

1. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
= hah! i dont know...i think i have to be more careful now..and enjoy being single since im not getting any younger...

2. What color are your eyes?
= i believe its brown..if not, then perhaps its black! lol. :D

3. What's the last thing someone said to you?
= Bye. ahahhaha literally. i was talking to Miko kanina.and he said "bye" before he hung up.

4. What does your last text say?
= clean and clear >>> since mom was asking if there's anything i need from the grocery.

5. What is the total call time on your phone?
= 1:49:08

6. What messaging system do you use?
= sms

7 . Do you smoke cigarettes?
= no...i only puffed once and it never happened again...i love my lungs. lol. XD

8. When is the last time you cursed?
= i don't know...i usually do curse when i'm stressed...

9 . Do you have a dog? named?
= i dont have a dog...

10. What is the last item you gave away?
= t-shirts! lol. for puto and walf!

11. Do you own a stereo that cost more than $100?
= no.

12. What is the one thing you question?
= why can't i make it right?

13. Where do you see yourself in 4
years?
= in the hospital...on duty...im not sure yet if its gonna be here or abroad though.

1 4 . Do you lead people on?
= im our thesis group leader. lol. XD

1 5 . Have you ever hiked up a mountain?
= yeah. Mt. Banahaw that is. ^_^v

16. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
= i sure do.

17. Are you married?
= no.

18. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
= awhile ago when i checked out his grades and told him to keep it up! ahahha XD

19. Are you the oldest of your siblings?
= no.

20 . Who are you talking to right now?
= no one.

21 . Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?
= yes...i mean everything i say..

23. Would you like to live in New York City?
= the climate there is sooo cold..but yeah...sure!

24 . Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
= perhaps there are people who don't like me because they do not understand certain things that i do...

2 5. Do you miss someone?
= yes.

26. Do you think they miss you too?
= i'm not sure though.

26 . Will you ever speak to them again?
= to whom???

27. What would you do if you saw your ex walking down the street?
= i'd call him and say hi!...holding grudges isn't healthy. lol. XD

28. What would you do if you found out you had an identical twin?
= i'd be amazed...but il take a photo of us together first!!! XD

29. If your crush asked you out right now, what would you do?
= check my sched first and make sure i have one day entirely available for him..

30. When is the last time you laughed?
= awhile ago while talking to miko.

31. Have you ever been in a museum?
= yes.

32. What does your mom call you?
= katrinaaaa!!! --that's when she's mad. lol. XD

(xxx)
enough said.