The way you hesitate to take my hand
Proves that I'm left with nothing else but my feelings.
We were once in the fast lane
But were able to put all things into a halt.
WHERE ARE WE GOING NOW?
Are you going to take on a u-turn as I stand here waiting
for the green lights to light up?
Or..
Are you going to take my hand
as we both take a beating on the red light?
(xxx)
enough said.
Exactly a week after i posted a blog entry regarding my friendster account getting busted,
it happened again.
hakanampotekk!!
sinusubukan niya kong taaaaaaaalllaaaaaaagaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
ai taena.
ambabaw ko nnamn.
>_<
sige.
un lng.
sira ulit friendster ko.
saya noh?
*bow*
(xxx)
Sorry, di kita mapagbibigyan.
Sa tagal ng panahong hinintay
Lalo lang akong nasaktan.
Sorry, di kita matutulungan.
Sa kung anumang problemang
Mayroon ka't iyong pinagdaraanan.
Sorry, di kita basta basta pababayaang
Maghimasok muli sa buhay kong
Minsan mo nang tinalikuran.
Sorry, di na ako yung taong dating kilala mo.
Sa tagal ng panahon
Pinalipas mo lang ang isang tulad ko.
Bandang huli,
Eto lang ang maipababaon ko.
Sa tanang buhay kong ito,
Minsan lang kita puwedeng mahalin.
Sa paraang di magagawa,
Nang kung sino pang darating...
(xxx)
enough said.
I believe in love stories,
They all seem to make it real.
I believe in sad movies,
They can portray how much pain one might actually feel.
I believe in comic books,
Their adventures and misfortunes seem so surreal.
I believe in poetries,
They blend in thoughts that intimate actions cannot reveal.
But most of all,
I believe in happy endings,
That in every heartbreaking memory,
One could end up all fulfilled.
(xxx)
enough said.
I'm happy.
It's undeniably true.
But the feeling of such ecstacy would decline
Every time this question's asked about you.
We're happy.
I can feel it from you too.
But such energy would drop every time
Something's mixed up regarding me and you.
Are we together?
Or am I just assuming we are?
For how long do I have to wait for thee?
Could you, at least, be a sweetheart
To give me an idea or more?
May I know for certain,
What you really take thee for?
(xxx)
enough said.
manyak kang lecheng fx driver ka!!!
hakanampotek.
pano naman kasi.
3pm na nang magising ako mula sa aking siesta mode..
hindi ko narinig ang aking selepown na nagtext na pala si ate na kailangan ko na raw magpunta sa makati med para sa kanyang operasyon.
todo madali pa ako non.baka hindi ko na siya maabutan pagdating ko don.
nakaalis ako sa bahay ng mga 4pm.
nagbihis pa kasi ang lola mo.
nag-abang ako ng fx.
[kapag galing kasi sa amin, isang sakay lang ng FX na Landmark
ang sasakyan pagpupunta sa Makati Med]
e dahil nga alas-kwatro na nang hapon,
wala nakong masakyan.
wala akong choice kundi sumakay ng FX na Ayala.
[hindi kasi nauubusan ng biyahe yung mga FX na Ayala]
edi sige go.
ayan.
may dumating.
sakto!
walang sakay.
sa harapan ako pumwesto.
na-excite pa nga ako dahil
maliban sa yoon ang favorite spot ko sa buong FX,
wala akong katabi!!!
masosolo ko ang buong harapan ng fx.
wala nang ibang sumakay.
bumyahe ang nasabing FX.
hindi pa nakakalayo,
may napansin akong kakaiba sa kilos ng katabi kong driver.
hakker ampotek!!!
nagkukuyakoy ang lolo mo!
kinabahan ako.
asar.
sa sobrang kaba,
nagdasal ako.
at dahil kasama ko rin noon si empee,
nilagay ko sa full blast ang aking earphones.
oh dear.
ano ba.
"wala akong nakikita.wala akong nakikita.
hindi ako matatakot.kaya mo yan,kat. kaya mo yan, go!"
para kong tanga.
sa kamalas-malasan nga naman,
[ewan ko ba kung dahil nataon na Friday the 13th nung araw na yon]
traffic pa ang parteng EDSA-Buendia!!
imagine the duration of s****l harassment na nakukuha ko sa langyang driver na yon!!!
"kaya ko pa.kaya ko pa.wag lang akong lilingon talaga."
dinedma ko ang driver hanggang sa makarating kami ng kanto ng EDSA-Ayala.
pero shet.
etong matindi.
nang matapos ang isang kantang pinakikinggan ko,
at habang naka-cue ang susunod na kanta,
lintek talaga ang aking narinig!
hakanampotek.
meron nang kakaibang paghinga ang ginagawa ng driver.
in English, nag-pa-pant na yung katabi kong driver habang patuloy sa kanyang mas matinding pagkukuyakoy.
hindi ko kinaya.
titiisin ko pa sana hanggang sa makarating ako sa susunod na sakayan.
bumaba ako.
sabay balabag ng pinto.
kundi ba naman sa kamanyakan ng lecheng driver na yun,
1. hindi sana ako bababa ng alanganin.
2. hindi sana ako maglalakad nang malayo simula sa kanto ng EDSA-Ayala hanggang sa underpass patungong Rustan's..maglalakad simula Glorietta at tatawid papuntang Landmark para lang makasakay ng FX papuntang Makati Med.
3. at lalong, sana, naabutan ko pa yung ate ko bago man lang siya pumasok sa Operating Room.
5pm nako nakarating sa ospital.
5:30pm naka-schedule ang procedure.
wala kong naabutan kundi ang mga bakanteng upuang nag-aabang para saking paghihintay.
X_x
hindi ko man lang na-good luck-an yung ate ko.
hakker ka talaga
bad trip kang driver kaaaa!!!
pssft.
enough said.
(xxx)
Category: 
[Lakas]
"minsan dumaan ako sa harap ng maraming tao..
ayan tuloy, nauso ang love at first sight...
LAKAS!!! hehehehe"
Sender: Monize
**Reaction: taena. ang lakas.promise.natawa nlng aku weh. hakanampotek!!! ^_^v
(xxx)hello mga tropapips!!!
at dahil globe user na ako, naisip kong gumawa nanaman ng panibagong blog series.
uso ang mga forwarded messages kapag naka-unli ka sa globe kaya..
*tenen!!!*
naisip kong maglagay dito ng everyday quotable quotes galing sa mga friends ko na globe!
may tatak pa tong "Q_Q" na smiley sa subject line para malaman niyong quotable quote sya for the day!!!!
***[dalawang "Q" para sa Quotable Quote.lolz.]
Mechanics:
1. iccategorize ko muna sya kung goodmorning text, tamang joke, bitter love quote, mushy love quote o kung anu-anong kakornihang pwedeng ma-iforward.
tapos..
2. ittype ko ang buong text message kalakip ang pangalan ng nagsend.
tapos..
3. sympre, magrereact ako!
lolz.
ahoy. kaya't magmadali!!!
kung gusto niyong ma-feature sa aking blog site,
text na!!!
lolz.
apir!!
^_^v
(xxx)She called you out
As you turned around
She waved her hand,
And you gave her a glance.
She walked in closer,
Extended out her hand.
You held her nearer,
Closer to where you stand.
You then hugged her tight.
Surrounded by the coldness of the night.
When everything's perfect,
She suddenly kissed you goodnight.
Without further actions,
She bid you farewell.
She let go of her grip
And slowly walked away.
Where was I during this moment?
I've been watching from afar.
For all I am to you is so invisible
Just like the view of a dying star.
I was able to take everything in
Painstakingly looking at what we might have been
The last time you saw me,
I was standing here.
But now I'm all gone,
And faded through this years.
(xxx)
enough said.
NOTHING LASTS FOREVER.
that's a fact.
The TRUTH that we wanted to remain covered.
Yet it introduces its self to man.
That despite all denials,
All the pretentions that one can truly make,
There's nothing in this world that can stop this truth.
This fact that we hope to remain as a LIE.
(xxx)
enough said.
I've seen you get through your pain.
How you've strived to move on.
And forgot everything that remained.
I've witnessed every heartache.
That I could never afford to take.
If you could only see what my heart tries to offer,
I'd love you for now, for every day,
FOREVER.
(xxx)
enough said.
Paper hearts & written lines
Songs to sing, our lullabies.
Lay down the music
Let me strumm through the night.
Gripped on every memory
Take away this flight.
Hold my hand, cling on me tight.
Together we're off to face this final fight.
(xxx)
enough said.
Spit on the dust
the remains of the deceited trust.
Blow me away from this tragedy
who would want to stay with me?
I'm bitter, I'm broken.
There's nothing good left to stay.
In my own existence,
I was happy.
But as i went on,
i realized.
Nothing could ever replace,
what I've imagined we could have been.
(xxx)
enough said.
I've spent a lot of thinking
trying to unleash the unknown
Where were you to help me
to guide me, to lead me?
You were nowhere to be found
as i tried to stay homebound.
Stay awake,
never sleep.
Let's spend this night together
despite the fact that we're far from each other
Kiss me goodnight,
hug me tight.
Let this night witness,
what we have feels so right.
(xxx)
enough said.
The way you hesitate to take my hand,
proved that there's nothing else i could do to prove how i feel.
well, thanks for the memories.
the sweet days of what i thought were going to last forever.
Bid me farewell, so long to our past.
I'm happy.
I'm stable.
as you slipped away so fast.
(xxx)
enough said.
