friendster busted. >_<

after a month of having our clinical duties for

this summer,
finally,
i got a two-week off from school.

i prepared myself for having lots of late night tambay modes at friendster [since i really do talk

a lot with those people adding me there]

to my dismay.
since the day after my birthday,

just when the time i really got lots of birthday greetings from strangers to close friendster friends,

up to now,
my friendster account is still busted.

im having problems logging in and dropping comments on people's pages.

and
further adding insult to injury,
i got banned from livejournal.

just because i effin' forgot my password that i

tried several potential passwords in the

hope that i could retrieve the old one.

o well.
it sure does suck.
almost all of my accounts were already down.
except for my multiply,
the only remaining account standing!
lolz.

(xxx)
enough said.

***wala naman series part 5 [the tarot card]

wala naman.

naintriga lang ako kaya i took the test.
hakker.
ang kulit ng mga tanong.

ok naman ung pagsagot ko.
mejo talgang sineryoso ko.

kinareer kumbaga.

aun.
nagulat ako sa paglabas ng results.
at eto ang tumambad sakin matapos ang mabagal na pagload ng page:

You are The Lovers

Motive, power, and action, arising from Inspiration and Impulse.

The Lovers represents intuition and inspiration. Very often a choice needs to be made.

Originally, this card was called just LOVE. And that's actually more apt than "Lovers."

Love follows in this sequence of growth and maturity. And, coming after the Emperor, who is about control, it is a radical change in perspective. LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power. And that is what this card is all about. Finding something or someone who is so much a part of yourself, so perfectly attuned to you and you to them, that you cannot, dare not resist. This card indicates that the you have or will come across a person, career, challenge or thing that you will fall in love with. You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete.

SHET.
uhhh..
the LOVERS card?!
bket.
ang labo a.
*takte mode*

e papano.
ang layo ng mga sagot ko,
kung susubukin mong i-relate sa love,

ndi talga konektado.

pero yan ang lumabas.

di ako natuwa.
kaya sinubukan ko ulit sagutan.

mas sigurado ako sa pangalwang set ng answers ko.
pero shet.

the lovers card pa rin ang inihaharap sakin..
bket?

sige.
kilatasin natin:

sabi dito: "LOVE is a force that makes you choose and decide for reasons you often can't understand; it makes you surrender control to a higher power."

uhh..
ano daw?!
dko gets.

teka.
basahin ko ulit.

ohhh..
so ang LOVE daw ang nagcocontrol sa kin kung pano ko ginagawa ang mga decisions ko.
uo nga.

sa mga decisions ukol sa mga rason na ndi ko maintindihan, ang pag-ibig ang pinagdidikta ko.
>_<
ang emo.
shet.

eto pa:
"You will know instinctively that you must have this, even if it means diverging from your chosen path. No matter the difficulties, without it you will never be complete."

hakker.
uo.
totoo yan.
di ko nga kayang mag-isa.

sabi nga minsan ni Florante kay Laura,
"hahamakin ang lahat, mapaibig ka lamang."
shet.

onah.
onah.
ang drama.

(xxx)
enough said.

wala naman series part 4 [the surgeon]

wala naman.

it was my second time to scrub in.

Our CI assigned me to an ortho case.
ergo,
everyone in the team really has to avoid getting unsterile so as not to infect the patient's bones.
[no antibiotic can cure bone infection]
[just in case an infection occured, they have to put the patient under surgery again.]

so there.
at the beginning it was OKAY.
the interns were fine and i'm getting the usual im-sorry-i-didnt-see-you kind of treatment.

[hey,im just a student nurse in their eyes]

the main surgeon was kind of mahangin
[since the consultant who was there observing him taking charge of the whole thing was giving him praises for getting the right position of the metal bars that he had to insert to pin the young kid's bones.]

an image intensifier machine was also there, taking x-ray shots for him to see where the rods were being placed. He shouts, "Shoot! Shoot!" at the technician to take the image for him.

im starting to get irritated with the way he acts there inside the operating room, bullying the other two interns and commenting on their actions in a very sarcastic way.
not to mention that the nurse im with was kind of starting to get pissed off too.

he then started blabbing about his vacation in pagudpod, in la union, etc.
that he was drunk the whole time and they stayed in a five star hotel serving different delicacies...blah blah blah.

since he was kind of FAT and he has to maintain a certain position for him to guide the drill, he started to feel "ngalay" and requested for a chair.

he said, "Penge namang extra chair o!"

i was facing his back that time.
and my fellow student nurse placed the extra chair in front of me.

he went down to sit and bent forward to position himself as he continues to drill.
and to my dismay,
when i looked down,

OH DEAR!
i just saw his BIG, WHITE, FATTY ASS saying HELLO to me!!!
darn!
i was so disgusted.
i looked at the nurse beside me
and she started giggling silently as she saw my reaction thereafter.

>_<
ewww.

he suddenly stopped drilling, turned around and stood up.
he said,
"Nalalaglag ung pants ko e!" while looking straight at me.

everyone in the room was laughing at him.
the picture of what i just saw would now, unfortunately >_<, forever stay in my mind.
yuck!

(xxx)
enough said.