weird.

My heart belongs to somebody who disowns it.

yes.
it does.

it's been a month since the last time i saw this person.

and i thought, things will be a lot easier for me to accept if we just don't see each other.

darn.
i was wrong.

it was even harder.
[and more difficult]
since i'm longing to see him [in flesh].

i've had a lot of dreams with him in it and i've even felt his presence in weird ways.

yet those only made more
"desperate" for him.

wanting more of him...

>_< pssft.

i just hope that things are gnna be lot easier if i'd just stick with what i truly HAVE than with what my heart longs to possess.



(xxx)
enough said.