war of hearts and minds

pardon me hate...
that's all i have to say..
for leaving you alone
in this silent despair...


i got so twisted in this whole thing...
and i got all jammed...
and im too confused to bear
whatever's unplanned...


i am so sorry...
for inflicting you so much pain...
i know ive tried not to...
but things were just not the same...


i am reluctant to say
that i've been the one who's wrong...
for this had never been my option
but i admit im not that strong...


even if i appear weak
i know that wouldn't save...
what we have now for there's too much
you already gave...


i cannot let things go on
as how they do now...
for i do not want to be so unfair
and stay biased somehow...


i know life will treat you kindly
and reward you with your greatness...
while i get to be stucked in this
and suffer my loneliness...


i need you to understand
that i have to stop this for your own sake...
for what we had was too much to handle
and difficult for me take...


but still i am grateful
ive had the chance of knowing you...
but that won't be enough for me
not to stay true...


i have to face alone
whatever there is left for me and you...
there's one thing i am really sure of
and that's ive truly loved you...



(xxx)
enough said.