end of august

im hurt


my heart's torn apart..


things were not easy
for me to understand..

BUT i cannot blame it on my heart..
coz im bleeding big time

it was nobody's fault..
i know we did our parts..

yet time really tested us..
and for 5 months..
things have never been simple..

everything's complicated since the beginning
we were able to race through every problem
we kissed every sunshine when nothing
seems so wrong...


but destiny still has its final say..
one of us is too weak to GO on and stay..


i don't feel like letting go
but that's what my mind thinks i should do..
i cannot anymore let my heart prevail..
coz every time it does, i end up getting hurt...

ive been so down lately that i cannot make
myself true

and ive tried to weigh matters and see how things would flow
but.
things are not the way they were before...

im sure ive given it a fair chance

but id rather keep things this way...
thank you for the love..id sure keep them in me..

but please..
let me fly...
even with my broken wing.....
id try..


(xxx)
enough said.

stars

Looking back on what I said all those years ago,
all the hopes and dreams I had,
I've come to the conclusion that:

if having things turn out the way you wanted them to, is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments.
Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny.
And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home...



(xxx)
enough said.