for you

time really had its way to let me
know you...


you were no one
but a stranger..
a nobody in my life...

yet destiny
changed it all..

what i thought to be only a shared friendship
was brought to a higher level..


but things
happened
gradually..


we would catch each other online and
would rarely chat...

we were busy
with our own
lives then...

eventually..

we
became fond of
each other..


what i thought to be a nobody
suddenly became the most important person in my
life..

at first i was like hesitant to
believe the things that you were telling me..

but finally
i gave in...

for there's no reason to doubt in you in the first place...

you showed me comfort and care...
your sweetness is just so overwhelming..
you have your own unique way of expressing your feelings for me..

i admit there were times when i cant help
but question what you have for me..

the truth is..


i am way too scared to end up being all
alone...

i need your assurance..
i need security


for there's nothing i want more in this life
but you..

we've got a long way ahead of us...
and i expect more than the day our eyes met..
someday..
luck will be on our side..

just stay hate....
it's more thanenough...

___ you still....


(xxx)
enough said.

envy or jealousy

are u envy or jealous?
or u just cannot tell????

in my opinion...envy and jealousy are similar to fear...
yes.

fear.

we are afraid of lots of things that we misinterpret our anxiousness (caused by fear) to envy or jealousy...

you say you're jealous of your friend's achievement when in fact you are just afraid that you'll end up being a loser and left behind...
you say you're envious of your parent's attention to your younger brother or sister when in fact you are just afraid to be deprived of their love and attention...

these things are only in our minds...once we pause and rationalize things as they come, we'll get to realize that being envy or jealous is not a big issue at all...

as these things could be overcomed in a mind over matter manner...

we easily become judgmental and opinionated...that we oftentimes overlook things and rely on our own interpretations...
realities are overshadowed by our shallow minds...

so...

don't let envy and jealousy get the best of you....


dig deeper...sense what's there to be sensed...
respond positively...and show others what you've got...



(xxx)
enough said.

talk about bitterness

My thoughts are mine...



Resemblance of fear
Compliance of tear
Consencious minds
And Contemplous finds

Taken by fate
With checkered sorrow and hate
Illusioned by date
Inconsiderably late

Taking control
Of my tickling soul
Shouting my call
To recklessly fall

Waving hello
And saying goodbye
Whatever the role
of all your stupid lies

Stillness of time
And making you mine
Coldness of shadows
With past left behind

You came in disguise
With your troublesome eyes
You never felt sorry
For not hearing my cries...




...talk about bitterness... haayyy...



(xxx)
enough said.

my type of guy

Creative.
Sensitive.

A bit offbeat.

My type is the Artist.

a unique guy who knows how to express
himself in many ways, whether it's through
words,music, or attire.

I'm attracted to his
unconventional ways and his remarkable talents.

He doesn't feel compelled to abide by society's
norms.

He believes that individuality is the key to
happiness, and everything he does is a reflection of
his "inner self."

I fall head-over-heels for such confidence and style.



Whether he's playing a song he wrote for just for me

or

writing me a love letter,

this guy knows how to make me feel
special.


He's in touch with his feminine side and
doesn't need to assert his masculinityto feel manly.


If I were to paint a picture of my future, the
Artist would definitely be part of it!



(xxx)
enough said.

sunshine

the countless stars fill up the sky
birds are humming sweet lullabies
rustling leaves kissed by the breeze
as moonlight shadows over the trees

the ocean risks it waves on the shore
without assurance where it's heading for
a spark of faith that shines on its place
keeps the water coming chase after chase

the night has come as another day gone by
filled with moments of happiness and goodbyes
stand up straight with head held high
as every shadow proves the existence of a sunshine

(xxx)
enough said.