loneliness is eating me up!

i am lonely. that's why im sad...im lost..since no one guides me...i am glad to have my friends here...they fill up the emptiness i have within...but i can manage...yes. i can still get hold of myself. however, this sort of emotional breakdown is eating up my time since i spend a lot of moments thinking and reflecting back on my life...have i been sinful that im being punished this way??? have i been that disobedient to be forsaken like this??? i am willing to share my life with others and would love to become a part of theirs: do these make me a bad person??? hell no. i am human...it is natural for me to be with somebody. man is not destined to be alone as God have created Eve for Adam...


the question is....


where is thy Adam that thou God hath made for ME?!?



(xxx)
enough said.