6.17.2006

blog entry number 1

blog...entry number 1

blogs..ahhahhaa...
well...
i cant think of anything relevant to talk about...
hmmm..
life is ironic i guess...ah no...it is...really...ahahahha...i always find it hard to understand how my life wants to unfold itself...however i just let things come and go...im so getting used to being passive and im sooo learning how to ignore things that i think is not significant nor could not affect me in any way...im getting more passive each day of my life.....its hard and its not fun....

because some people view it as pathetic and dramatic...they think that u were only acting and trying to be misunderstood just to be in the bandwagon...when in fact u really are misunderstood....

the hell with them...im mastering the art of sparing myself from the whole....i can exclude myself from situations that i hate being involved in...how? i duno...i guess my mind over matter powers are being enhanced that sometimes i do feel lost inside my self....im having hard times figuring out what i really wanted to be like and who i really am...despite the fact that im trying not be strange or weird in the eyes of other people...
perhaps the bottomline is....you can't hide from others who and what you really are.....

ur actions reflects ur life....
u cnt run away from urself...
dont let it haunt you...


(xxx)
enough said.